B
to try to overcompensate for their guilt feelings. And, and, and they don't want to have anymore children because they just don't think, you know, that, she doesn't think she could be a mother at home. That's not her bag. So she just doesn't think that she could, you know, the guilt feelings, she can't deal with --
A
Yeah.
B
-- with it anymore so,
A
Well, it is,
B
You know,
A
the hardest thing I've ever done, as much as you'd go out and,