A
Yeah.
B
and I have, uh, returned about every four or five years to thinking that I would like to do something about it. I usually get to the point where I can play some of my favorite themes and then inevitably I am swept away by the, the pressure of other types of things,
A
Yeah.
B
uh,
A
It is a time consumer.
B
It is. In order to continue to, to grow and I, I always think that I'll be able to do it and then I inevitably discover that I have no innate music talent relative to composition and that I struggle and really can't quite understand what is that other people take for granted,